taking the challenge.

so i was in the shower about a half hour ago and i was sitting there thinking about the last week and how "ok" it went for me. i was thinking about how when i tell my mom somethings wrong with me, i get a pimple, my neck hurts, or some random thing she always asks me if i'm stressed and my automatic answer is no, why would i be streessed. but as i was in the shower thinking, i think i am stressed and i hate it so much. i think i stress myself out with random thoughts sometimes. now i don't want to put the blame on anyone, but i think if i cut out my electronic lifei would be much less stressed. for one it takes up a large amount of my life, texting, computer, online shopping, phone conversations. so back to the shower scene, so i was like, i should do the scenario the UW app asked about, how would you be if you were "unplugged" for a year.... blah blah blah. so i won't go as extreme as a year but i'm going to challenge myself to no phone computer etc until friday, only cos i need my phone for friday's activities. and see if my stress levels are down. so i guess this will be my only blog for the week.
hopefully ill learn something new this week, find a job i dont know, make myself a whole lot more accomplished in life.
Priorities:
School- get my grades fixed, do homework etc
Fashion club- Fix it up, get it correct. work towards my life goals.
Family- i think i'm neglecting them, i should stop going out
adriana- transform myself overall. get on the positive side of life.
Friends- i need to figure out my situation with them, i still am lost.

i'm 100% sure i need this right now, it's like freedom finally.

so goodbye computer, ill see you next monday.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING

i haven't updated this blog in foreeeeeeeeever. 2 months or something crazy.
anywhoo, i just want to wish everyone a HAPPY THANKSGIVING.
I want to give my thanks to everyone that's in my life, was in my life etc because everyone has made an impact on me in one way or another
First on the list is my FAMILY.
even when i say i have the best family in the world that doesn't even match the truth of it all.
my family is truly THEE greatest ever! i've had the luxury to have both parents who love me whole heartedly. i have a little brother and sister and i couldn't be happier with my family. they have given me everything i've needed, and wanted plus more! sometimes i don't seem grateful, but my family is the best and i am SO thankful for them and my extended family as well haha.

Second on the list i am grateful for is my friends
even though i fight with my friends 24/7 i am grateful for them. i know sometimes i might expect too much but i realize no ones perfect, not even me haa. i learn to get over our differences and see that my friends are pretty cool and they're there for me for the most part. i'm glad i have so many friends and i'm blessed with friendships for days!

Third on the list is my life in general
when i say this it's not meant to be cocky but i am thankful for my life because i think i have the best life ever. Everything is in perfect order, i am able to be happy all the time, my family and friends are great and everything is just great.

so happy thanksgivin folks. :)

DONT YOU HATE IT WHEN

PEOPLE TYPE IN ALL CAPS LIKE THIS?!
yeah me too, but that's not what i was originally going to talk about.
i'm here to question the roles in friendship and question what is a healthy friendship?
does it consist of happy people, who you think are putting up a front, or does it consist of naggers and BS talkers? i guess it all depends on what type of person you are. but i know one thing its NOT, its NOT breaking down other people to make yourself feel better.
i'm sorry if you have low selfesteem or issues, but to bring that into someone elses is life is just plain RUDE. instead of telling people whats wrong with them because you feel bad and you need to break down a completely happy person so there on your level so you have a friend to complain with is sad. These kind of friendships/relationships shouldn't exist. There's no point, it makes the world a big place of hate and evil when it should be positive with dancing rainbows and unicorns. i just don't know, people are funny now and forever. whatever it takes to get to the top i guess... but my next question is, where is the "top" you speak about?

Back to school special

ahhh, back in school and fully enrolled, how NOT exciting it is to go to school. figure i'd catch up on my life while i wait for Elvin to pick me up...
so basically school sucks, like to the extreme to the billionth power if that made any sense. i'm trying to make the best out of it though because it is my last year of highschool because i'ts supposed to be "magical" and bs. last week school was okay i guess, didn't do much my favorite part of school and retreat friday night with my ASB familiy :) i never thought i could have so much fun playing thee randomest games.
Saturday was football game again Garfield, of course they lost, 32-7. whomp whomp whomp and then school started on monday and its sucked ever since then. feel like i'm just living life to live it and nothing else.
i need to get started on my senior project ideas since mine got SHOT DOWN yesterday. and scholarships and apps are calling, not to mention sat's and act's.
but... ill wait till im ready.
GOLFS TODAY! whoop whoop.
that was the shortest recap of a week i could do.

good morning senior year

i graduate this year. saying that is so crazy, i remember sitting in ms bertucci's class 7th and 8th grade talking to sonia teresa and elaine and how the thought of driving is ridiculously crazy. me and sonia have started driving and the next step is graduating! To all the people older than me i keep hearing," aww the baby, you're making too much out of your senior year, i already did that, im better than you." i just wanna have fun my senior year okay!? can i live as courtney would say. anywhoo, i'm blogging at 807 am because i guess school doesnt start until 10 and i woke up at 730 to do laundry and now i'm partially ready to go. Senior year has gotta be it! i'm ready, gotta do everything possible. look out for me this year, ill be doin big big big thaaaangs :)
going to go pick up courntey in 40 minutes and its off to school to change my schedule...

GOODBYE SUMMER 08

this has been thee BEST summer all of my life, maybe just cos i'm getting older but i dont know, i dont think i could've ever had this much fun in my life, haha okay so i'm making it sound better than it was but that's how you'd compare to the others. i havent' been blogging daily just because i've been busy and i use internet on my phone which does NOT support blogger, boo! but oh well. i went to bumbershoot this last weekend to volunteer saturday sunday and never showed up monday, it was pretty whatever. that was some intense work! haha, not really, just boring. me and takeda had a talk about how we could never have real jobs becasue we coudln't stand being there only after an hour and a half oh well.school starts tommorow! how exciting, not really. i'm goign to be a senior oh shoot, gotta do it big. which reminds me i''m sluffin on my senior pictures which have yet to be scheduled ughhh, anywhoo let me just repost my bulleting on here because i dont feel like retyping out how great my summer really was...
you were the best summer that ever happened to me: RECAP TIME! you brought me:long nights of partying,eventssitting in safeways parking lot @3am,eating dennys cos it was the only thing opentrips to kent constantlynew weirdo friends, && whomp whomp whoooooomp, so much more.summer's been fabulous .....and now back to jail tommorow.... and i still dont have a binder ughhh i guess it's time to get ready for schoool. a phrase i'm oh so keen to using. :(

how i'm liviiin.

it feels stupendous. i dont know if i spelled it right, but that's how i'm feelin. just finished purchasing 7 new bags and a bronze bomber coat online and i'm feeling FABULOUS!
i don't think i've ever been so excited for school to happen, not the work but the excitement of senior year. more importantly i need to prepare for bumbershoot this weekend. find me there all 3 days for like 12 hours each day! i'ma volunteer, so fun :) just updating on my life.... and it's as its always been. speaking of which, when does my eyeshadow come in the mail?!